Wayne Mardle has successfully transitioned from player to commentator over the past years. Still, he looks back on his playing career with melancholy.
Mardle reached the semifinals of the World Darts Championship four times, most recently in 2008. In 2012, he put a stop to his career before going to work as a commentator and analyst at
Sky Sports. โIโd rather be a player but unfortunately Iโm shit now, Iโm not good enough,โ he tells the Daily Star. โBut I get a massive buzz out of watching these players doing their stuff on the stage because I know how difficult it is. Itโs such a great location and to commentate on them is an absolute pleasure.โ
โI donโt miss playing because of the way I feel," continues the former Hawaii 501. "I donโt suffer from anxiety, but I used to have performance anxiety back in the day, which is why I acted like a clown, danced and wore the Hawaiian shirts. For me personally, it worked because I was reaching World semi-finals and major finals.โ
Mardle, however, was advised to start acting more seriously. "The consensus was that if I knuckled down and stopped messing about, Iโd get over the line [by winning a major], but that didnโt help me, it made it worse, it made me even more edgy."
โIt distracted me from that nervousness and got rid of that excess adrenalin for me. I think of the way I used to feel and that makes me not want to play. But I wish I had that game, that energy that I had 15 years ago. Thatโs when I have those thoughts when I think Iโd love to get out there. But on a day-to-day basis, it frightens the life out of me.โ